As i pass this last hour, staring into my whiskey sour, i see you and your pain. I knew how it felt, i have been there no doubt, still my mind escaped me. The devil took over, the angel was slower, i could not help my feet. The lives have ended, the greatest i defended, but now is dead.

i ussually use lj to post shitty things going on, or to get stuff off my chest. its ussually negative...and i dont plan o changing that anytime soon ( Read more... )

so, thinking too much, making somethign out of nothing ( Read more... )

...its so great. i dont understand people who dont want to live, how is that possible ( Read more... )

all i will say is that mom, your the greatest influence in my life, ive learned so much from you and i want to be so much like you when im old ( Read more... )

i HATE you when your like this ( Read more... )

okay well, im a mess ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

4 am, and a little bit drunk ( Read more... )

a couple things to say!

i beleive, that i am falling for you, in the weirdest and most intense way ive felt!
i feel sick!

also

jeremy and i have come up with a major league bet! were going to see who can get the hottest of the both of us before march break, as in we are going to diet, excercise, tan and look amazing :P

last comment, i hate that its ( Read more... )