what now?

[__kodie_ohyes]

Dude, or dudes, i played a show today and i hated it, i didn't have fun at all which is weird, maybe because i had so much on my mind and i just could not think about having fun at the show. Sierrah i stalking alot now which is also weird, to like walk around the house and hear talking, that isn;t coming from myself, is very strange i am used to

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[cherryairy]

hey kodie, i really did enjoy our talk today.. it helped me alot, i do love you .. i am not in love with you though. i want to be friends again too, you know sometimes i feel like i made a mistake by not going over to vegas or not having a relationship with you.. and i know jay really just treats me like complete shit, but that doesnt take away the fact that i am in love with him you know? you will always be my bestest friend in the whole universe though.. too much happened in vegas to just forget all of that, so what.. your trip here didnt turn out good.. i'll get over it. give sierrah a big kiss for me <3 send me some pictures of her... and tell jakob i said hey :D

[cherryairy]

thank you for the stuff babe <3 i really liked it. how is sierrah doing? update your journal more so i'll have something to read, since jay doesnt do his anymore. <3