that feeling you get when you think you know someone really well, but then you come across the recognition that you really dont know them at all...you know nothing about what theyre really like, or their friends, or anything. all you know is the point of view that you see them from...thats a crappy feeling. you're probably saying "thats a good ( Read more... )

It's been forever since i updated...in fact, it's been forever since i even got online. ya wanna know why?! my computer is broken. it won't turn on. you turn it on, the monitor flicks on, and then dies. very very very NOT cool. but...so my computer sucks. oh well. i have good news!

I GOT A CARRRRRR!

It's a 1992 Honda Accord Ex. it has 102,000 miles ( Read more... )

well...it's been about a month since i last updated. sorry about that i guess. Jen wants an inspirational entry about love, but i'm not feeling that inspired about it right about now. all i know is that it sucks. it screws with your head, especially if the other person is making it very difficult on you (aka having a girlfriend, but still being ( Read more... )

Is it possible to be allergic to light? i went tanning for the first time ever today, and it was really relaxing while i was there. but since i went, i've had a headache and felt nautious. i would have to believe its from the tanning. that will probably be the last time i go if i get sick when i do. oh well, at least i wont get skin cancer!

BAD IDEA= reading explicitly detailed romance novels while at work. especially when its at the beginning of the shift. just a word of advice for all u avid romance readers out there. (the book is Suddenly You by someone, i dunno. details, details, fucking explicit DETAILS!!! the thing was basically softcore porn in paperback)

Yes, the concert was fucking awesome! Yes, gerard and bert fucking kissed! Yes, MCR was fucking amazing live! Yes, i screamed so hard i still can't sing. Yes, i stepped in fucking puke. No, i didnt get to meet the band. No, i didnt get any good pictures. Yes, i froze my ass of waiting for chris' dad to get us. Yes, i checked out some hot emo tight- ( Read more... )

Ok, CONCERT UPDATE TIME! I never wrote about the snowcore concert i went to. well, it was awesome. i didnt know any bands there, except future leaders of the world, but still had an amazing time. i got to meet the bassist of FLOTW and touched his hand! it was SWEETTTTTTTTTT ( Read more... )

This is so stupid. I'm sick of being depressed, i'm sick of being sad, i'm sick of being jealous. Someone, get me some fucking prozac! I wish that just for one day, i could be completely happy, and not have any thoughts concernigh the past. Depression seems like suck a common thing today. Everybody's "depressed" but i mean, life can't be that ( Read more... )

I'm out here on my own ( Read more... )

been a while since i wrote in here. this last week was midwinter break, the most pointless break ever. i mean, cmon, its about 4 weeks after christmas break, and in 3 more weeks we have spring break. its stupid. but i suppose its better than school. ok, well here's list number...screw it, i dont know how many nimbers i've had. ok then, here goes ( Read more... )