1) someone asked me last night what i thought the meaning to life was. i've been thinking about that all day, and i still can't come up with an answer.

2) same person asked me what i want with life. yes, we had a very deep conversation there. i dont really know what i want with life. i want to be happy, but apparently thats impossible. i want to ( Read more... )

why does it feel like no matter what i do, i cant show people who i really am. its like when i'm around people, i put on this dumb blonde, stupid mask and thats what everybody sees. i try, but i just cant seem to take the damn thing off. especially around him. maybe its because the real me is too boring, maybe i'm afraid that if i actually reveal ( Read more... )

I'm taking all you down with me ( Read more... )

ya know what, i'm WAY too sexy for all u people! cuz i just am, and u better believe it! (no, i dont really think this, i just think this song is awesome so i'm saying i'm sexy. check it out!) 
( I'm too sexy for my cat! )

i hate it when people do this...feed you lines about how you can still be best friends or still hang out "after." all that is is bullshit. you never see them again, hardly ever talk to them. y do they even bother trying to make you feel better by lying to you? i dont fucking get it. trying to stay friends afterwords doesnt work out, and if it does ( Read more... )

...sorry about that last entry. i think that perhaps next time i should keep my twisted thoughts to myself. i think i freaked you all out a little there. dont worry, i would never actually do any of that stuff...but just to be on the safe side, i suggest you dont piss me off. lol jk!

These lists r getting too long...therefore, the're goin into a link thingie. i was bored today, and pissed off, so i started listing some cool ways to kill or at least torture someone.(i'm not really sure if some of these could really kill someone)...yeah yeah, i know i'm messed up. deal with it.

( the LIST )

1)Jen! You've been my best friend since 4th grade, and i can talk to u about almost everything. u know me better than anyone else and i love you like a sister ( Read more... )

YAY! 2 sweet concerts comin up that i get the pleasure of going to.

1) Snowcore Tour on February 18, at the State Theatre (Chevelle, Helmet, Crossfade, FUTURE LEADERS OF THE WORLD, and Strata!)

2) Taste of Chaos Tour  on March 11 at Cobo (the used, my chemical romance, killswitch engage, a static lullaby, underoath, bleed the dream, senses fail, ( Read more... )

Ok, so i seem to be running out of things to write about...so i'm gonna do a bunch of list thingies. #1) Things that BUG me!

1) people who think they know everything, when really, theyre talking shit out their ass constantly.

2) people who cheat on homework and tests and stuff. i mean, i dont care if someone asks to see a few problems from my ( Read more... )