I have a life that most people would probably be jealous of right now.
But for some reason I can't help but be miserable.
My boyfriend is amazing and the love of my life and there isn't a doubt in my mind that we're all that we need.
My mom loves him and thinks we're great together.
He plays the drums with my dad and my dad seems to love him too.
but ( Read more... )

okay so I've fallen in love with most amazing boy.
He is super sweet, spoils me rotten, and makes me happy just to be near him.
He is like an ultimate best friend.
BUT....
he came to our family thanksgiving.
My dad scaed the shit out of him,
My mom didn't say hardly two words to him,
andmy aunt sally loved him.
What is even worse, is the fact that when I ( Read more... )

 My head is so crazy right now ( Read more... )

so college, well it looses it's atonshiment FAST ( Read more... )

college is amazing ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, I know who I am and what life means to me.
For the first time I except what been and what's to come and how much of a role god plays in my happiness.
For the first time I've realized faith is the biggest stepping stone in life.
I love my life right now. I've found true happiness and I'm not letting it go without a fight.

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so here we are...two weeks later and I'm still in a daze. It's crazy how the hardest things you go through, never really affect you. I want to be upset, but a part of me keeps telling myself there will be time for that tomorrow that right now i've just got to be strong ( Read more... )

I've always believed that the end was just a destination, not an arrival. That as long as you made the most out of life, then the trip wouldn't hurt so much. I guess as you grow up you learn that what you want to understand and what you HAVE to understand are completely different obstacles. Life becomes reality and happy endings a fantasy. We're ( Read more... )

but today was the BEST day of my life.
the end : )

so it's been quite sometime.
School is almost over and there is only 25 or so days til graduation. Talk about crazy.
Prom is in two weeks, and for this one, I'm so excited.
Maybe it has to do with the fact that i'm going with the most amazing boy ever. We'll talk about that in a moment.

I still don't know where i'm going to school & i'm not all that ( Read more... )