I'm crazy stressed right now. I need a xanax. Derrick is going to Boston without me and he was just talking about spending the whole time with Sarah (his ex). I know he isn't planning on cheating on me but I know it is probably going to happen. I'm really worried. I don't want to say anything about it though because I don't want him to think I'm " ( Read more... )

I need to get out of mother fucking Georgia. Now.

Steve-o is really pissing me off. He keeps ditching me and blowing off my phone calls. I'm about to call it quits. I don't know. I am just so disappointed with everything and everyone. At least Jenn is on her way here to bring me something since I don't have a vehicle to use. She always comes through for me. It's her birthday and she is driving all ( Read more... )

As I have written about previously, my dad clearly hates me. Well, now my mom hates me too. I don't know what it is about me that is so terrible but it must be pretty bad. Everything my mom says to me is about how I have done something wrong. She got pissed at me today because I used her computer to check my yahoo account and since she doesn't know ( Read more... )

So I've been at Gator's Dockside for a week and a half. I decided today that I hate it. The manager is a disgusting pig. That's not why I hate it though. There's no way to get a high check average. There are specials every night and they do discounts for everything, like Disney employee, Cagan's resident, firemen, police officers, EMTs etc. It's ( Read more... )

Well let me start this post off by saying that my previous post was actually written on the evening of the ninth. Apparently I didn't hit the post button.When I logged in this time the post from a few days ago was still a draft waiting to be finalized, so that is what I did ( Read more... )

I have gone to Stefano's a few times in the past couple weeks trying to talk to Mary, the owner, about getting a job bartending there. Every time I go they are on vacation, it's their day off, they are at a Poison concert etc. Today, luckily, I went there and Mary happened to open the door for me as I was walking up. I asked her about applying ( Read more... )

So tonight I am going to apply at Stefano's. It's an Italian restaurant by my apartment. I am currently working at Billabong in the Florida Mall. I really like it there, but I have to get a second job because gas kills me. I have been driving the Durango for a long time now and it's really bad on gas mileage. Not to mention gas is really expensive ( Read more... )

I haven't been on Live Journal in years. I have been writing in an actual journal. I want to get back into typing it because I feel like I will have an easier time getting it all out. I type way faster than I write, obviously, so I think I will be able to do a better job of keeping up with my thoughts. I want to change the layout and all of that, ( Read more... )

If anyone gets bored and feels like re-doing my lj just let me know.
Because I'm too lazy.

Last night was scary.

I like my new friend.