For one ( Read more... )

i am goddamn RE-DICK-U-LOUS.

a blackout oath i swore,
and meant.
but couldn't conjure up again.

i am leaving for my cruise tomorrow ( Read more... )

"My brother's blood boils in my arms ( Read more... )

it is snowing.

also,
this;
"Let them think what they liked, but I didn't mean
to drown myself. I meant to swim till I sank---
but that's not the same thing."
Joseph Conrad

from may 03, 2008 ( Read more... )

"Yes. I have always had a little crush on you."
"Well, I wouldn't mind if it got bigger."

going to the store at some point, to buy:

1. a notebook specifically to keep track of coincidences
2. more environmentally-friendly detergent

it is a beautiful sixty-eight degrees out and somebody has just told me,
"thank you for letting me in."
you're welcome.

i am always chasing something or somebody ( Read more... )

feeling so positive lately.
nothing can get me down.
not even the wickedness of my unconscious this morning,
making me think it was you,
saying good morning like you used to.
but i feel so separate from that sadness,
it is merely a recitation,
something my brain thinks i ought to be feeling,
something so puerile, i can't let it live inside me.