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i don't really write in here anymore.
i'm going out to take pictures today. finally moving along with all the things that have been moving without me.
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i have every intention of having something to say. i just don't know how to say it right now because i don't know what it is. i worry about the consequences of everything. the weight of it. maybe i'm trying to compensate for my carelessness. i don't know exactly, but i do know that it isn't working and hasn't been. and that no matter how hard i try ( Read more... ) -
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New York, actually. -
some days,
i don't have the energy to leave the house. i should go to the store and buy toilet paper. or go back to my old place and pay rent and collect my dishes and anything that charles potentially forgot. i'm dressed. charles took me to lunch because i was semi-freaking out because my pap smear from last week came back abnormal and the doctor called, ( Read more... ) -
Joe May,
If I believed that our earthly bodies had things called souls, and that when we died, our souls went to an as yet undiscovered place, either hellish or heaven-like, I know yours would have gone to the better place.
You made work bearable.
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Portland? -
recent purchases
the plot against america,
consider the lobster,
proust and the squid.
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my neck has been itching for approximately two weeks.
now there's a rash on it.
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inexplicable things..
firstly, my face and neck are itching impossibly much today. i did wash my face this morning, but with the same facewash i've been using for awhile. i wish it would stop. it makes me feel hotter than i am. and it's making my face red.
secondly,
charles and i are (*crossing fingers*) moving into this house together on august 15th.
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it's mine to use
no longer resolute,
oh, when i call to you
but the water got so cold
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i don't mean to speak out of turn,
but
i can't help but say
it's nice
to dance at go bar
like nothing matters
to walk to my car
holding somebody's hand.