I fell asleep at 7:30 last night & woke up at 8. Normally, I'd be satisfied with this rare 12 hours of sleep but no. Instead I had nightmares. All night. Well not nightmares, but really weird dreams. One was about me & Jon. That was kinda happy. Him & Hillary had broken up, so of course he comes back to me, telling me about how he still cares about ( Read more... )

OMG HANSON CONCERT ( Read more... )

Last night was hella crazy. Amelia came over around 12 or so & we went driving around. We went to the ATM & were gunna go to McDonald's when we decided to take a detour to the high school parking lot. We hoxboxed her car & a cop rolls up. I start flipping out, we wait a really long time & get followed home by the cop. My mom's "pissed" at me, so ( Read more... )

Today was really fucked up. I've never felt as weird as I did tonight. All day I was on the verge of tears for a million oblivious reasons. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore but I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I saw Josh & Chris today, & after they left, I couldn't stop thinking. A million & a half things were ( Read more... )

( You know you're a 90s child when... )

I had fun yesterday. I forgot about 95% of what I did, but I doubt it was important. I saw Matt Lyman in Thornes, which was uber-cool. OH YEAH & I saw my good buddy Tyler when he got out of court. We drove around the Meadows for a while, just blasting Slipknot & chit-chattin' it up. Saw Alex & Sam, which made Aly a happy Aly. I SAW PIP. Pip pip! We ( Read more... )

So I deleted the friends-only entry I did this morning since the only thing it's going to accomplish is causing a lot of drama, so I decided there's no point to it even existing ( Read more... )

Friends cut!!$#@%#^&Lemme know in a comment if you wanna stay on or not ( Read more... )

Alrighty so.. first things first. Who exactly reads this? No one comments anymore, so I don't think anyone reads this. Comment if you do, because I miss not getting comments & I sometimes wonder if there's a point to having an eljay if no one reads it. Sometimes I update for myself, but when I'm not.. I kinda want comments. I've decided to be a ( Read more... )

I really didn't appreciate my dad waking me up at 8:30 in the morning, bitching at me for turning the ringer on my phone off & not having my cell phone on. I really don't appreciate how he dragged me out of bed at 8:30 in the morning to clean. Especially since I went to bed at 1 in the morning. I wanted to sleep more but no, I had to cleeeeean. ( Read more... )