( End of 2009 )

I havn't updated this with pictures in a long time. So here are more recent ones from the apartment.
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"The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don't be trying all the time to fix things. What you run from only stays with you longer. When you fight something, you only make it stronger." - Invisible Monsters, Chuck Palahniuk

i have so much that i'm working on. really working on this time. 
i'm taking baby steps at fixing myself.

it must be nice to be so fucking self absorbed and delusional
you probably dont have a care in the world

cause it sucks when you actually give two shits about other people.
good thing you dont know what thats like anymore

"For starters, try to remember that some of the best caregiving advice we could ever recieve comes from flight attendants: Put on your own oxygen mask before assisting others. Some of us can be such givers that we often forget to take care of ourselves. When we become physically or emotionally run down, we can't help anybody else. So you have to ( Read more... )

maybe i just expect too much from people.
cause they're constantly really fucking disapointing me
but i guess it just shows who's gunna actually be there for you when you need them.
oh well,
i have my family and i have the friends that i see everyday.
i couldnt imagine my life without those people.

I have no idea what i want and it's really starting to become a problem. haha

i know what i don't what though...

"Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."

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i miss you less than i expected too...