well, it's my birthday.. it's 12:05, i was born 4 minutes ago, i love how people PROMISE to call you && then they don't, that makes me feel great.

well happy fucking birthday to me i guess.

it's always ruined, i should have known, if i'm upset now && it's only 12:06, it's just going to get worse before the end of the day.

4 FUCKING DAY'S TIL MY BIRTHDAY<3

I MIGHT BE LIKE JORD && SKIP IT THOUGH.

note to self:

when drunk don't talk to jordan or monique!
you will say dumb things.

the end.

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i really wish that for once somebody could say something to me and mean it, i mean guy wise. i really wish a guy could be like "nicole i love you" or "nicole you're so pretty" and just fucking mean it. it never happens, it probably is never going to happen why? because nicole sucks. i'm not pretty, or smart, or funny, or cute, or have gorgeous eyes ( Read more... )

p.s. THE RENT MOVIE OPENS IN 127 DAYS, AND OF COURSE THE PREMIRE IN 120 DAYS, OH HOW I CAN NOT WAIT.

<3

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HEART,
YOU DID IT AGAIN.
YOU BROKE AGAIN.
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE BETTER.
YOU FUCKING SUCK.
I HATE YOU.
I WANT TO RIP YOU OUT.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU,
AND YOU ALWAYS BREAK!
#!&@(!(@!^!

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
JORDAN
I
LOVE
YOU
SO
SO
SO
SO
MUCH

<3