I have this completely over powering feeling that im going nowhere in life.

aila is almost 4 months now.
She is my tater tot.

stay classy San Diego

I put my memory card from my camera into my dads & my genius sister took it and started taking pictures of herself and erased all my pictures so she could do this. I had so many picutres of Aila on it and one I really really liked and now can't do anything about it.

Every holiday there's something else to ruin the mood.

Tis the season =/

bah humbug!

Im finally happy and it's about time cause I freaking deserve it!

just to show some gratitude, Ryan is such an amazing father. He's here without any questions or complaints if I ask him to come. Like coming to watch her so I can have the night to myself, he doesn't have to do it but he does and I appreciate it so much! He's one of the few people I can ever count on anymore & I dont know what I'd do without his

3 things I like
1. the new customization for livejournal
2. my ipod touch
3. saved the best for last . . my sleep loving baby!

I wish I could filter my mind. Maybe I'd be alot happier then.

eh. . . what a very lonely night this is going to be.