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[__midnight_kiss]

oh man...true love hurts. saying goodbye must be one of the hardest things to do. while talking to my friend ian tonight. he made me realize how much i miss being in love. him and my friend have gotten so close since she has been back here for summer. and they are crazy about eachother. they are just so happy when they are together. they laugh

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[skyline_drive__]

lindsey michelle conti, your the best big sister ever k? i dont know what it feels like to be in love and then have them walk out of your life. nope not at all. all im gunna say is that im glad your happy these days. im glad you are well who you are because your just amazing. im so glad that we have become friends. i talk to you about so many little things that bother me and you sit there and listen to it and try to make me feel better. gosh your awsome. your such a strong person. im here for you. anytime, any day. sometimes i know i may not know whats going on and dont really know what to say when you need to talk about something and im sorry about that. but im still here for you & ill try my hardest to do whatever i can to make you feel better.

ps: mhm that sleepover idea sounds like a great idea to me. like way greater than great. if im not going to camp next week ill def let you know.

your an incredible big sister. im proud to be your little sister.

[__midnight_kiss]

oh miss fallon nicole. you're such a wonderful little sister. i'm glad i could be your big sister and be there for you. no matter what from the little things to the biggest things that bother you i will always be here. no matter what. and i know that you may not have been through some of the things i have but it's not always the advice that i need it is more the friendship. just to know you have some one that will listen to everything you have to say and still love you for who you are.

p.s.
xx s a a r i: haha i wanna have a sleepover sometime with you one day too. that would be funn.
amour doux doux: yes...i was just going to say a girls night me and you.
so if you don't go to camp then we are defn on for that sleep over. if you do go. i hope everything goes well between you and her. and you have a good time.

love you hunn.♥

[raspberry_idiot]

haha oh boy lindsey. i want to come home so badly. this is killing me. you there, and me here. i want to give you a hug and say everything is going tob e oaky. i want to kiss the top of your head and just sit there with you. on your bed. but i cant. cause im in them middle of no-mans-land. so im hoping my love reaches out across the country and it finds itself nestled deep inside your heart. i miss you lindsey, and i love you. and i soo incredibly sorry you havet o go through all this pain, and even the pain of having your best friend not understand some things you've gone through. you have to udnerstand your love for him was so incredibly deep. i don't think i could fully give myself to any person as much as you gave to that one special boy. im so sorry. im just so sorry.

[__midnight_kiss]

makes me cry. i miss you so much lydia. and i wish i could have him still...atleast in my life. if i had known that was the last day of me and him i would of never let him go. i would never took my arms off from around his waist. it has been so long and i miss being in love. or just love in general. i know i am loved i just don't always feel it. i don't know exactly how to explain it. i want you home. please come home.

[ineedy0u_]

i miss being in love too. it hurts so much to let go and say goodbye. and you're the only one who knows exactly what im going through. when first love ends, and you get with someone knew, the kisses and hugs dont feel the same. it hurt me to see how much you truly wanted to talk to alex at smash. i know the feeling. when whitman walked by me, you saw me almost cry. it hurts so much. but we all have to let go sooner or later. but eventually everything will be ok.

but im glad to see you happy now. and i cant wait to talk about everything when we hang out (= i love you dear, and im glad to see you so happy with the way everything is going.

[__midnight_kiss]

gahd wifey. we feel the exact same way. and i'm so glad we an relate. when i kiss other guys it just doesn't feel right. not the same. i don't feel in love i don't feel like there are fire works going off. i feel like i miss alexanders kisses. and it's so bad. wifey i just wanted to grab you and hold you tight when i saw your eyes water. it hurt me so bad to see you like that.

next week i just can't wait me and you.

[spilt_milk_]

i remember you telling me about the day that he came. we were talking online and you said "i'm so nervous, he's coming to get his stuff. what do i do?!" and i must say that since then you have come a longgggggggggg way dear. and i'm glad that you have. the happy lindsey is the one that we all like to see.

on a lasting note, time is a bitch.
i'm sorry, but it is.

i have more to say, except i'm going to play with the cats.
i'll talk to you once i come home. tomorrow i leave for the woods.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no cell phone service!!!

[__midnight_kiss]

yes i remember that. that was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do. and i can't imagine how much more worse it would of been if i knew it was the last time i ever talk to him. and i can't get over his last words..."i love you babydoll". oh man i miss him. and the way he would call me babydoll. but i'm moving on. leting go.
and i'm enjoying my happiness.

have fun in the woods!!!

[spilt_milk_]

i can't have fun in the woods if i tried.
i'm a city girl, through and through.

[__midnight_kiss]

then a city girl you shall always be.

From Chris

[anonymous]

I am soo happy to be your friend, I will always be there for you.- Chris

Re: From Chris

[__midnight_kiss]

i'm so glad i met you. you have made my life so much more better since you have been in it. you just make me very happy.