i have decided that i won't be using this journal very much anymore. too many people are reading it and i can't make it friends only on the count of that i have some people on my friends list i don't want reading this either. so i am switching to me gogoninja_power and if i already have you added then yeah and if i don't you can try me there. k ( Read more... )

what's in the past is in the past. why you people still hold it over my head is beyond me. i don't know why you think that once i'm happy and i'm myself again and i'm having good times with my friends and i couldn't as for anything better that you have to go around and ruin things for me. do you enjoy trying to ruin people. cause sometimes people ( Read more... )

it's the hardest when the only one who cares the most is a million miles away. and when you need them most they can't be here.

oh man...true love hurts. saying goodbye must be one of the hardest things to do. while talking to my friend ian tonight. he made me realize how much i miss being in love. him and my friend have gotten so close since she has been back here for summer. and they are crazy about eachother. they are just so happy when they are together. they laugh ( Read more... )

well today was one of those amazing days. a boy named chris nolin biked in the hot weather to come see me. it made me happy. we biked to wendys and ate lunch. then we biked up to the exon station to put air in my tires but it was out of order. then we biked back to my house and enjoyed the central air. we went in my room and we played risky and ( Read more... )

it feels really good to push your self and tell yourself you can do it and run the mile with out stoping once when you are breaking down and wanting to stop. to me that's the way i want to see life. i need to keep going and keep going on with life even when i want to stop and fall apart ( Read more... )

( yeah, it's what i did. )

i really like this layout.
what do you think?

sorry lydia. :o/

i watched him dance the night away ( Read more... )

my sister thinks i drink.
it's on her stress list.
the exact words are...
sister is drinking.

i love how my sister makes me laugh.
i don't even remember the last time
i drank. i think it was the night
i had to take care of alex while
he puked all over himself. yep
that was it. after that i never
wanted to drink again.