i have a new journal ( Read more... )

yesterday was the first day of my life ( Read more... )

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christmas is:
cinnamon spray, johnny mathis,
scarves, riverwalk, coffee, bon fires,
taking walks at night,
sledding with neighborhood kids,
holding hands, best friends, family,
excitement, slippers, memories.

what is christmas
to you?

my basement wall is leaking ( Read more... )

it seems like this year has gone by so fast.
i remember wanting things to speed up.
i wanted to be 18 already & rid myself
of some of the burdens i had.
what was i thinking.
being an adult only means i'm going to pick up even more.
can't we just slow down.
can't i just take my time.
can't i just enjoy the state of life that i'm in now.
can't i.

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last night was pretty good for the most part ( Read more... )

i've been having the same dream
everynight for about a week.
i think something is trying to tell me something.
i'm frustrated because i can't figure it out.
my subconscious is a jerk.

you know what i just love?
standing right next to someone
who used to be one of your best friends,
& have them completely ignore you &
not even notice you exist.
best feeling in the fucking world.true friends don't blow off best friends ( Read more... )