I finally watched this show on discovery health I recorded about anxiety called anxious...
Stuff I've heard and seen and felt before, but new stuff too.
At some point I just thought of being able to ride a ferris wheel and enjoy the ride and view instead of completely losing my shit, and it actually made me cry.

I have stuff to sort out and deal with and fix and alter ( Read more... )

I wish my parents would grow the fuck up ( Read more... )

Today is John and I's 6 or 7th month anniversary! 6 if for dating, 7 if for boning (kinda slutty, sure, but with six years of build up, in retrospect not so bad especially when considering we spent every moment after together regardless haha ( Read more... )

New house has almost exactly the same adress as my parents ( Read more... )

I'm so sick ( Read more... )

WE GOT A HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We should technically be closing on the house in TWO mere days...on Johnny Cash's birthday ( Read more... )

My Valentine's ( Read more... )

I don't know why or what it is, but when I'm completely overwhelmed and ready to shit kittens and tear my own face off with dread and obligation ( Read more... )