I love you, I miss you, I have trouble trusting you.

I can't believe people actually "dig my look" and "want to work" with me and even pay me and all this crazy shit.
It's not a at all big deal big picture-wise, but for someone so insecure physically, it's utter insanity!

I'm tired of old people talking shit to me.

The shoot today was a blast and hopefully went as well as it seemed to ( Read more... )

alabama...insane ( Read more... )

Well, here's hoping this little venture will lead to an upturn...although many things have just taken a donward one.

gotta love being on the phone with a laughing person you love while you cry silently

My family has forgiven John for what he did to me back then ( Read more... )

Life is hard and crazy and wonderful, and I am it's bitch.
Love is scary and difficult and dangerous, but one thing it's not is fragile.

Ahhh, house hunting

John djing at school tomorrow, then some house checks, must call Kristen about work, mom's festival coming up, desperate but eminant mountain goats failure, alabama, more house hunting

stufffffffffff

tjhtwjhebjwthbrt money jkrntqjkern

at least I have the holy grail of manboy