June 28, 2004 - 7.57 p.m.
Dead

Well, I hope I was never that bad of a person to any of you. I'm calling it quits on all of the online stuff...maybe even more.

The peace that I cannot find in life, I can find in death.I can almost guarantee that those of you that read this won't hear from me anymore. I have so much to say so I'm going to try to sort everything out. If none of ( Read more... )

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Ugh, what the fuck is wrong with me?

I'm really trying to put an end to meaningless posts. I never really put what's important in these entries and it upsets me that I can't really look back on anything. Ben just called. All he said was, "I just called to tell you that I love you." I can't wait for him to get back. I cleaned my truck today, it's looking beautiful. Hehe, my dog is ( Read more... )

I haven't updated because there's really not much to say anymore. Ben and I have been able to see eachother, things aren't wow great but they're not bad. I barely saw him last night and already I miss him. Blah. I've been driving alot lately. I hate it. Chico went back to Brazil to see familia on Friday. He cried as he left, I didn't. That makes me ( Read more... )

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Everything I say is a joke. I say things hoping for someone to make fun of it...and it usually turns out that way. I'll never be taken seriously. Bah.

After more drama, I decided that I'd try to get my mind off of things by going to a show with my lover friend Michelle. I got dropped off around 6.30. We ate pork, put up with Gilbert's annoying voice and then headed out around 7.45 or so. The sprinklers happened to turn on as soon as Michelle and I walked up to the place and we got all wet, even ( Read more... )

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