*sigh*
fuck this shit..

kso; jay r is the best boyfriend ever ( Read more... )

so its early
i've been up just thinking about her..
its been amazing so far..
knowing her..
its only getting better

i feel very underserving of this..
honestly this just makes me feel like good things can happen to bad people..
shes "my good thing" so i dont wanna mess this up..
i just wanna be a better person
she makes me feel.. tingly/giggly/smiley/happy ( Read more... )

so me and christine are going out now..
shes sOOOOOO AWESOME..
it crazy how i cant stop smiling
its crazy how you make me feel soo.. good..

christine rodriguez..
im yours..

what a wonderful holiday its been so far..
i got one present from an aunt who isnt even around..
everyone else had fun opening up there gifts..
i opened one present everyone opened all of there shit..
fuck it..

oh well..

im smiling because of one reason..
its wonderful
the only good thing thats happened to me..
yay for my reason!

so today has been by far the worst day of the week..
it never got to the point where i was like "yeah, what a great day."
so i decided to randomly just vent right now..

so i feel a lil wierd today..
it could be cuz im sick.. or not.
i like how..fuck idk..

i like the feeling of having someone...
i like waking up in the morning and she'd be the first person ( Read more... )

k so.. im upset..
i really really dont know what i should do..
well, i know..
but its hard, really really hard..
you told me your side..
i told you mine..
i understand,completely
but what makes this worse, is you can be happy and i can be happy..
tell me i'm wrong cuz i'd love to fight that one..
my past has never bit me so much harder in the ass..
your ( Read more... )

alot of crazy shit has been happening...
freaking aye man... freaking aye
well hmm i got kicked out of stevens house..
so im back in with my dad till i can get some money together
anyways..
at least i have a computer to use again... SCORE!
crazy party last night.. thinking needs to be done on soo many different levels... freaking shit..
oh well ( Read more... )

hello..im coming out of my hibernation.. whats uP?.. i pretty much dont talk to anyone anymore..except.. steven,ryan,lia at times,sandy,andy,tori..basically the people i live with..and thats ok..cuz you guys suck anyways.. with your new friends..and your fucked up excuse for a "group" that the people who started it dont even hang out with anymore.. ( Read more... )

so im sitting in christeeni weenie's house...the OC is playing. i dont care to much.. hmmm alot of very interesting things have been happening since i last updated..anyways.. basically im single..jobless..and hungry..but i can get food at home..ahaha its been to crazy i mean TOO FUCKING CRAZY... so yeah take care all till i update again! i love you ( Read more... )