if i could be anything id be medication for you..

[__murderscenex]

it ended peacefully..
everythings been said..
sorry for the arguements..
sorry for the pain..
but dont worry ill never speak of this again..
the war of the words is over...
i never wanted to win...
im just sorry it had to end..
before it could even begin...
things changed..its for the best..
so now i protect my heart with this bullet proof vest..
im sorry its

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[___love_kills__]

friends.
its always better than nothing.
:)
i still love my friend...
<3.

[__murderscenex]

friends..always better than nothing..
cuz its how it started..
but at least i know where it might go..nowhere..
i need to understand..that if i were to put myself out there..
head over heels..diving face first..ill just get hurt..
bullet proof vest over the heart now..
i need to protect my heart from now on..
it hurts to much to pick up the pieces..
but everyone needs a reality check..

[simpsonsruls69]

jr i fuckin love u may ur like the strongest person i know so u can get thru this shit dude

[__murderscenex]

dan..one of my "people"..its cool bro..
im one of yours too..i got you through whatever..
i love you dan..

[revolutionizing]

i know that you are the strongest person i know.

and youre my bff.

forever.

i love you.

[__murderscenex]

thank you bff..even though you probably hate me right now..
but if you wanna hate me..ill be here for you..whenever you need me..
whenever lia..whenever..

[revolutionizing]

i dont hate you.
i wasnt mad at you at all.
no worries bff.
iloveyou.

[__murderscenex]

i bet you were!!! i know you were..
cuz id be mad too..
i have to worry..
im scared to talk to you..seriously..
i dont want you to hate me..
im sorry really..
i love you..=[

[martini_kiss__]

It's for the best.
The arguing &fighting weren't getting us anywhere.
&We were fighting more than anything.
You did have me.
You were just too busy doubting to notice.
But you did.

[__murderscenex]

it is for the best..
your right..you have been all along..
i was just too busy doubting you to notice you were always right..
i mean...i did..it showed..all the time..
just to busy again..but hey..your happy thats all that matters..
we were fighting more than anything..
where was that getting us nowhere..
nowhere..
cuz everytime i thought we were somewhere..
we werent cuz i was always doubting you..
dont worry..it makes perfect sense..
perfect...

[martini_kiss__]

I wasn't right all the time...
I even told you that.
I know my mistakes.
I know some of the things I said were wrong &I shouldn't of said them.
I know half of this perhaps more is my fault.
So stop saying that.
No, I never said you were " too busy to notice I was right ".
I said you were too busy to notice I was right THERE. With you.
As I was in your arms all you kept saying was " You don't really like me, do you ? "
Or the next day while we were hanging out, " You're going to break up with me tomorrow, aren't you ? ".
Joke or not, JayR, I didn't know how to take that.
I could defend myself &tell you the truth, but sometimes it seemed like you didn't want to listen.
It SEEMED like it, I'm not saying that you weren't.

[__murderscenex]

yeah you werent right most of the time..
but you were right..
everything you say..is right..
seriously..in its own right..
you make alot of good points..
i never really noticed till now...
also you wanted me to joke with you..
then i did by saying stuff like that..
but i shouldve known better than to joke about a relationship
my fault..
i always wanted to listen..always..
i listened to you through everything..you know it..i know it.
i was there natalie..when alot of your "friends" werent..
i was..i wiped your tears away...
talked when you didnt wanna talk..
listened to you when noone else did..
if thats not what i did tell me?
but i dont really wanna argue about this..
its pointless right?
plus it is the past..
and i just gotta move on..
im not over you..but i just dont think we really need to argue..
cuz we dont..friends dont argue about this kinna thing..
right?

[what_a_geek]

damn jayr. jayr jayr jayr. i told you you should just turn gay. take it from an ex girlfriend. im jk. but aha fighting after 1 week!? you knew it wasnt going to last. just calm yo ass down. get laid. be single. gimme my money bitch! im jk. sorta. im broke i need me some money!

[__murderscenex]

ahh maxinne..always with the love tips...
not very good ones...jk jk..
alright..jeez money back from gifts you gave me..ouch maxinne..ouch..