I haven't felt something this real in so long. Maybe a year and a half or so. It excites me, captivates me, makes me want to chance it all
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Tomorrow, at four p.m., I'm supposed to take my dog to the vet's and have it put to sleep.
I don't know if I can handle it right now. But just seeing him in so much pain, not eating for a week, and vomiting blood has me completely torn up inside.
I can't understand how a labrador retriever, of all things, is causing so much grief.