Pictures from the Outward Bound trip are up on my myspace blog.

Go to the site below to see and comment. :)

http://www.myspace.com/mynameisjayka

There are a ton of pictures coming soon. Ton, as in the hundreds.
But for now, let me say, I am completely smitten over this boy.


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I leave in three days.
THREE DAYS UNTIL DEATH !

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck. :/

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I feel... strong ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore. My stoic expression is getting tired of being a mere facade. The secrecy is disrupting my daily life. I need to admit multiple truths to myself and others, but I just can't, no matter how much it hurts.

I've never had to deal with something this involved before.

I may pretend, but in the end,
I'm just fooling myself.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP.

Well, behind the cut contains my final plans for summer this year. It's a little long, but I bet you'll be really jealous by the time you finish reading.

( Summer 2006 ! )

I want... boy.

Dammit.