____concrete. moving there, follow me if it matters.

to survive & stay on top, one must be fully independent, & never depend on anyone else.

hey girlfriend, i got a proposition goes something like this: dare you to do what you want; dare you to be who you will; dare you to cry right out loud. "you get so emotional baby". double dare you, double dare you, double dare you. girl fuckin' friend yeah! double dare you. double dare you. double dare you. girl!

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sometimes in the morning i am petrified and can't move. awake but cannot open my eyes. & the weight is crushing down on my lungs, i know i can't breathe. & i hope someone will save me this time. & your mother's still calling you insane. & i swear that it's different this time. & you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her and that god ( Read more... )

i had a job interview yesterday at claire's accessories. i'm hoping it went okay, though due to lack of prior experience with these things i really can't tell. they were all very friendly, & it'd definitely be nice to work there. it'd be at weekends, & extra days during holidays. i need the money, basically. i had to have a go handing out baskets ( Read more... )

it's effing wednesday already! well last night ed & i went out & got proper wasted. innit, lark. we went for a charity shop cruise & ed bought a whole new outfit for under a tenner & i got a green leopard print scarf & five books for 10p each. then we came back to my abode, showered & got changed, etc. then we walked into town & met ash, & went & ( Read more... )

on friday, becky & sam came over for a bit. then sam left & becky & i went on the train the wolvo. we went to see ripchord, the unstrung, lady fortune & the paddingtons in the little civic. got there & it was pretty empty. no sign of becky's boy matt. spoke to phil, & the freshly befriended katie a bit. the bands were all good, but i've seen them ( Read more... )

last night was such a great night. i went to see pete docherty from the libertines on his solo tour, playing at the albert. ed & i met up with ash & co. & had a few pints in the pub (okay, four in total). then blagged our way upstairs on the guest list, which was partly true. pete was great, i couldn't even see him at all though, apart from one ( Read more... )

i love ed.

REFORM.