Im never putting my trust in anyone again.

So life is starting to come together, piece by piece. In the past week I havn't tried to go to parties, which is more fun then a bore.  Ive stayed up till about 3 or 4 every night watching movies with my mom (who Ive become a lot closer to). Ive dropped two people in my life who are making me more miserable then happy. And realized the only friends ( Read more... )

Im sick of boys, Im sick of girls. Im sick of not getting drunk. Im sick of getting fat.

So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.

I don't want August to ever come. I never want to have to say good-bye. I don't want to have to find new friends or sit at home alone. I don't want to ever have to ride in any ( Read more... )

So it's a girl. Me and Emily went to my ultrasound yesterday, a certain boy CHOSE not to come. It's all more real to me now and I need to start making a world that's okay for this baby to come into. So with that Ive finally made my decision to not put up with this emotional and verbal abuse anymore. I do not need any man's, or shall I say boy's ( Read more... )

So for a while I thought that being strong was holding grudges. Dropping the people you onced loved because they hurt you. But now I realize being strong is about forgiving people and forgeting. Theres people I have seperated myself from or just went in a different direction. I need those people now.

so im pregnant and alone.

so i have a boyfriend<3

you can't trust anyone anymore, not even the people you think you'd be friends with forever. it's all fake. the whole world.

i love me some lilly.