im exactly where im supposed to be.

i love halloween. it makes it so easy to forget about everything real.

I feel like Ive been replaced and Ive held my breath about this for a while. I dont like it.

youre like a locked house
and ive got all my doors open
and you don't  want to come in.

 & I still fuckin hate this day.

I think I put a lot more into my relationships with people then I get. I think I have very few friends that care about other people as much as themselves.

& I think that it calls for some sort of update.

I graduated, for those of you who questioned that. On the 19th of June I was sent to the hospital for preeclampsia (basically your body becomes allergic to the pregnancy and the only way to stop it is to have the baby) so I was induced. I ended up having the baby on graduation day, in 19 minutes. It's ( Read more... )

I don't regret having this baby one bit, don't ever feel bad for me. It's opened up my eyes to so many things. Ive learned how to have fun without relying on alcohol. Ive learned how to think of someone other than myself. Ive learned that best friends dont last forever, but family does.

BABYNAME!

tatiana or madison?

Im SO lost.