the absolute best feeling in the world is the feeling of something positive grabbing hold of your heart. holds you so tight, wraps you up. elation. beauty. and most of all, hope.

 they say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are.

 haven't been in awhile. i guess we could say school has kept me busy with things. as well as swim, friends. not complaining. always tired. always have something to do. something nagging at my mind. i wish i was a savant. this is a true desire, not some whimsical one day thing. i long for a passion, for a hunger-- something i truly lack. i long to ( Read more... )

 "The only thing not powered by the fuel of the sun is our passion."

go solar! ;)

i'm supposed to be making a "me" collage. it feels like anything that goes on there is going to mean a whole lotta nothin'. what is she expecting me to slap on there? a picture of my family and i? broken. a quote? i probably contradict it everyday. all that's left is some favorite music, sports, or clothing brands. nothing of importance. what is ( Read more... )

it's 4:56 am. which means i have to jump into a pool in approximately an hour and a half. the reason i haven't gone to sleep, i'm not completely sure. i think it's somewhere between getting lost in a book and the sudden realization that i had better and more important things to do with my time. and the hope of sleeping through what only promises to ( Read more... )

how you love is who you are ( Read more... )

i need to stay strong and be positive. that's the only way. 2 more years. then liberty. work hard until then. not only to accomplish goals and to be productive, but also work hard to be away from home as much as possible. i.e. start moon valley right when you're sixteen. DE A FREAKIN' CUERDO.

My sister is mad that my parents made her go upstairs because she, quote, "wanted attention." That is what Morgan told me. That she had wanted attention, and that she was trying to make herslf cry to show them that she was mad. She was wishing tears would come but they weren't. She is, at the moment, downstairs, making a cacophony in attempt to ( Read more... )

the faithfulness of his love endures forever.