Is it wrong that all I want is love? All I want is to feel.....something...anything for another human being?? Is it wrong that I just want him to reach for me...for once? Is it wrong that all I want is for someone to give me a bubblebath in candel light and read poetry to me? Is it wrong that I want something more than "I love you" ? what does that ( Read more... )

just fucking be an asshole to me some more.. I like it.OH and im NOT crazy. that is for sure.

you're so cold. and you dont want to see me? well fine then, your wish is my command. or something of that sort. I just hope you miss me.

A photo essay by Allison and Shawn: (the pictures tell the story)


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I went to see RENT and cried more than anyone else in that theater. you know I have been crying about everything lately.. all I do is cry. Its kind of sad.. so sad that...I ..want to ..cry.. gosh, what is wrong with me?

NEWSFLASH: SHAWN AND I ARE GOING TO SAN DIEGO CALIFORNIA IN JUNE. AND WE ARE NOT COMING BACK. THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

Its just that Ive never felt like I needed a break from him. Yet he can tell me that I smother him? I guess I just dont understand why its so easy for me to see him everyday and not get bored. I guess I just dont understand why he doesnt feel the same way.

( take my photo off the wall if it just wont sing for you... )

eyes are feeling heavy, but they never seem to close. The fan blades on the ceiling spin, but the air is never cold. and even though you're next to me I still feel so alone. Just cant give you anything for you to call your own. And I can feel you breathing...and it's keeping...me awake.

well I officially work in Allen Park, so you wont be seeing me around Monroe anymore!

also I got my braces off! check check check it out!


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basically im not fucking happy. I feel so shitty all the time and I hate it. You know the feeling in your throat when you are about to cry, but you try and hold it in?? Yeah, well I have that feeling alllll the time. Things arent going good with Adam, I dont make enough money at work to pay my bills, I am basically behind in school, Im not home ( Read more... )

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