I am well aware that I have completely fallen off the face of the earth ( Read more... )

I miss my friends.

and it's all my fault.

Totally disappearing off the radar= bad move.

I need girl time and no one to have it with, awesome.

I'm sure everyone is mad at me.

This summer flew by. It's not like I've had crazy amounts of plans or have gone on various trips either. It just flew by while I've been in good ol' Brick. I've had a super low profile, which I'm sure there are complaints about (and I don't blame them) but believe it or not--it was unintentional, it just kind of happened ( Read more... )

I have this inability to accept the past ( Read more... )

Lately the summer just seems to be passing by... nothing special as each day passes, but it's low key. And I like that. I feel I've reached another juncture in my life. Maybe it's changing jobs (which I'm not necessarily happy with -- see previous entry), or living at home come the fall and having to change jobs again, or becoming closer to my ( Read more... )

So it's been forever, I know. I still read everyone's lj, I just don't normally feel like updating mine. Perhaps it's because I feel like things have been so boring that sharing my boringness would be a waste of my readers time. I don't know ( Read more... )

I watched Real World tonight, and even though every episode I see I say out loud how crazy Paula is, on the inside--I sympathize with her. She is me. Where she maintains her control with her weight (or lack thereof) I maintain control with school. She clings to her ex boyfriend because she thinks that he is the best she can do. I push Michael ( Read more... )

When it rains, it pours.

So much has gone wrong and continues to go wrong anymore.

Maybe after 9 straight days of studying, things will be better.

I had an ackward encounter the other day. A girl in my lab group, who's really quiet but totally sweet and I were talking while walking to the bus stop. I asked her where she lived and she said Judson, and of course I mentioned how I lived there last year. So then she goes... "yeah, do you know Jag and Annie?" And of course, Jag is one of Jenn ( Read more... )

Update on my life ( Read more... )