If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

i don't believe "i love you" 's anymore.
not because of you.
but because i don't see how you can.

i honestly hate myself and i don't see how it could be possible that others don't.
i'm a horrible person.

if this doesn't happen, i will literally die. just die.
this is all i want.
everyone has a lot of other things, but this. this is all i want.
please.
don't take another oppurtunity from me. i won't be able to handle it.

i crash so easily.
too easily.

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

so i am leaving tomorrow morning for California at 4:00 AM. not waking up at 4:00, leaving at 4:00. which means i have to wake up at around 3:00. ugh. might as well not sleep at all, eh.

ANYWAYS....

so i will be gone for two weeks. and you all will miss me very much.
SO! here's what you can do!
leave me lots of el-jay comments and such so that ( Read more... )

i feel empty