i'm starting to feel the sky fall on me

so 98% chance i'll be kicked out of northeastern and have to go to suffolk next semester. thanks mom and dad for never saving money for my college education and making me feel guilty last year for not going to a really good school and then when i do work incredibly hard to redeem myself and go to a great school so you'll be extra proud, tell me ( Read more... )

why can't i have my own tv show to choose my new "bff" :(

um so ( Read more... )

boston is fucking beautiful. i highly recommend college in this city; idk why i didn't think of it sooner

so i'm sitting in a fucking apartment built for two alone, and everyone i know in boston is home for the weekend. i wish i went home, but i just started working at blockbuster and i didn't know everyone would be going home so i didn't know to take off! oh and plus, there's constant fucking creepy noises going on in this place, and it's hard to ( Read more... )

i can't stop letting people get the best of me

i really really wish i was going home this weekend. i really hate being in this apartment alone.

i can legit say that i have an AMAZING life.
even if all i did today from 9am to 11pm was go to school and work, today has been a wonderful birthday and i am so incredibly grateful for the people i have in my life<3

i've told my parents to treat me like an adult since i was like 10. i was given the opportunities and responsibilities that no 10 year old would have known. i never wanted to rely on my parents. i dreamt of independence but i still knew nothing of it's reality. i still was cared for. i still coulda ran to my daddy and he'd cure my booboos ( Read more... )

i have never ever been so anxious to go to school ever. we have a little more than a week left, and being one of the last few still home is making me antsy. i'm excited for my friends who are also transfers this year and i hope they have great times at their new schools, and i'm happy for the friends i have who love their schools and will have a ( Read more... )