yesyes indeed. after i read back over it, i discovered it was fairly deep ... and became less worried. but it was just deep thinking, over the loss of my deep thinking. okayt hat wasn't phrased right lol, but the only thing that i have in depth thoughts about, is the fact that my normal thought processes are gone... if you get my drift? maybe? i'm having trouble explaining myself hah.
mmhmm, and how does this make you feel?run_182October 5 2004, 19:52:03 UTC
ah yes, i understand. but me thinks me dear that you are worrying for no reason. depth is a part of you, it's who you are, that will never change. lmao, i like how i'm saying all this and i dont even know you too well. but from what i know, you have nothing to worry about. maybe you just have no need to think so deeply now, life is goin good. yep. haha. i'm done playing mrs. phsychologist now.
Re: mmhmm, and how does this make you feel?__poetryfiend__October 6 2004, 01:42:04 UTC
haha i liked that psych session haha. you are right. and i think you know me better than you think you do yesyes, because anything that you say i normally agree with, or understand ... it's kind of strange. it's quite sad how i didn't find you sooner haha. you, mere, and I could have had quite the memories.
amanda i agree with samma. maybe at this time u have less need for ur depth so its coming less frequently? i mean everyone changes from time to time. u would never appreciate ur depth if u didnt see how life is when its not completely there or being used. i dont think u lost it. i think its hibernating. but hibernation only lasts through the winter. dont worry itll be revived, reborn, just as good as new. thats my opinion neways. and as for the school stuff, i agree. i did much better last year, and i think its because this year ive so far been so bored that i cannot pay attention. nothing is motivating me to work. for real. though i had to study multiple hours sometimes for chem tests, it was much more stimulating bc i was really learning and understanding. and yes yes, i miss sheridans class more than ever. never thought id say that one :p
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but it was just deep thinking,
over the loss of my deep thinking.
okayt hat wasn't phrased right lol,
but the only thing that i have in depth thoughts about,
is the fact that my normal thought processes are gone...
if you get my drift? maybe? i'm having trouble explaining myself hah.
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but me thinks me dear that you are worrying for no reason. depth is a part of you, it's who you are, that will never change. lmao, i like how i'm saying all this and i dont even know you too well.
but from what i know, you have nothing to worry about. maybe you just have no need to think so deeply now, life is goin good.
yep. haha. i'm done playing mrs. phsychologist now.
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you are right.
and i think you know me better than you think you do yesyes,
because anything that you say i normally agree with, or understand ... it's kind of strange.
it's quite sad how i didn't find you sooner haha.
you, mere, and I could have had quite the memories.
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