so... i feel like i may be.. not wanting to have this thing anymore.  i feel like i could/should be done writing in it.  Livejournals are an interesting concept.  And they probably do more harm than good all in all.  feelings/thoughts are private for a reason, and sometimes they should stay that way i think.  I really have no idea what brought ( Read more... )

two things. just two ( Read more... )

 
Holy crap. I feel so entirely booked, bombarded, planned, wanted, needed, depended upon, and pulled in a million different directions.

Let’s just start with work.  Yesterday I was running from thing to thing ALL DAY.  All morning, I worked on this part design for Dave.  Immediately after lunch I went to a meeting about the production board I am ( Read more... )

Do you ever just catapult back to the past, and remember all kinds of good memories with your loves from the past (and present), for no reason at all?  Like writing a note to brian in grade school that I’m pretty sure included the words “check yes or no”, or my first kiss in the pool at the beach waterpark with mark, or the night everyone made fun ( Read more... )

can you ever guess, from the moment that someone walks into your life, that they are going to change it?  Because when Erin walked through the door of cell 32, I never would have guessed.  At that point, I thought she was shyer than i am.  I wasn't sure how easy she would be to talk to, how open she would be or anything.  Now, its nearing the end ( Read more... )

sometimes its weird to realize that college is almost halfway over.  im on the home stretch.  strange.  this thurs is the mirror lake jump.. 3rd year in a row.  and im ready.  heck yes ( Read more... )

AHHH HOLY CRAP IM HAPPY/EXCITED!!!  sorry this has just been rare for me recently, so i decided i needed to capture this moment as best as possible ( Read more... )

well.. i did it.  i changed my work situation.  I talked to my boss, I moved, I have a new assignment leader, I sit with a really cool co-op named Erin instead of the asshole named mitch.  And i'm on the verge of starting a real meaningful project.  Things are looking up, yes yes.  Thank god.  I really don't think I could have lasted much longer ( Read more... )

im doing it.  im taking control of my destiny.  i hated it so much at my work, so im doing something to change it.  Tomorrow, first thing in the morning, i am meeting with the head boss to talk about moving my desk to another area, taking on new worthwhile work.  and i WILL move.  This is not an option.  I need to GET OUT of here ( Read more... )

im feeling kinda blah.  lets think of happy things ( Read more... )