i haven't updated in approximately 5768 years.
SO lemme just tell you all,
that i love my life. =)
and alessandra.
and dave <33 ( Read more... )

my mom and dad are on some cruise ( Read more... )

"You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favours
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world."

i had a great day today. so relaxing ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder how things would have been if we never went through what we did.

i'm watching a friends marathon of the last season, very emotional. ha.

i found this kinda cute;

As we grow up, we learn that even the one ( Read more... )

i hate how emotional i am.
i hate how i have no confidence in myself or in life.
i hate how i have no selfesteem, whatsoever.
i hate how whenever i think things are good, something always goes wrong.
i hate how i'm always down.
i hate how i'm always so bitchy to my family.
i hate how i'm always pretending, and putting on a smile, just to please you ( Read more... )

haven't updated since monday, so i will now ( Read more... )

i miss sandi.
so fucking much.

i came here to update about something ( Read more... )