I miss stuff. Like chocking victim and moshing and thinking I was cool. But, you can't have everything. i miss being trashed. I might be seeing a new doctor. and getting new pills. and going through the whole process again ( Read more... )

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So last night I saw SawII with Nick and it was scary and I loved it. Last night I had a dream that some creepy old guy was trying to get me to stay at him house and raise snakes with him. It reminded me of the movie somehow ( Read more... )

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This time I just drew. If you can call it drawing. It just went. Like tears sucked out of my fingers. And later it made sense. Like a picture ( Read more... )

Does He Love You by Rilo Kiley makes me cry everytime.

and I'm crying. why...??

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I'm a mess and I've given up. Made to believe once again that heredity and sarotonin levels are the causes of all my problems. And even though I hate their stupid theories I'm dead without those pills. I tried so hard, but I can't live the life I want without them. Hello, defeat ( Read more... )