sooo
today will mark my first date in 3 weeks
with a cute boy from my cis class
hopefully he is not a douche

i got a much better job.

after being really depressed the past two days and practically smoking everythign i could find while eating my house, i've decided that the only way to shake this is to do something about it ( Read more... )

uhh
i'm such a liar
i'm back with eric

fyi new cell phone number
310 776 0883

i love you all and will comment tomorrow..
now i'm off to get shitfaced at 5 pm on a monday
hahahahah

last night was fun
met a cute boy
dont think anything will come from it
but i'm repeating over and over my new mantra
"let it flow. let it flow"
just left everything flow and occur as it should.

also
"don't want. don't want. don't want."
that one is really hard.

i had hopes of sweeping in at the last moment and saving the day.
i had hopes that i would make things better again.

in the end i'm just wrong.
wrong.
wrong.
wrong.

miss cleopatra is going away.

and there's nothing i can do about it.

good bye missy.
i love you, now and forever.


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i'm struggling with current friends
being treated like shit
by former friends
who are just now showing, well they were showing them in the past a little, their true colors.

very very disappointing and heartbreaking.
something very similar happened to me last spring
and i just had to realize that

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FRIENDS ONLY


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