Slow day.. I must admit, i was calm most of the day. I loved the rain today, it was just what i needed. it was so peaceful and beautiful. I think I may be coming down with something, a flu? or something much worse, we'll see. Also, it seems even during my sleep i am either mad or upset, because i bit into my mouth, and on either sides it hurts. I ( Read more... )

Funny is the concept of virginity. its one of those things that is purely opinion, it either matters, or its just another thing a person could lose.. like an earring or your favourite lipgloss. I think virginity is a pretty important thing, its a symbol of our angelica, pureness, childhood. I have lost enough of my childhood, this is one thing i am ( Read more... )

Ever have those dreams where everythings perfect and then you wake up and realize how many things are just so far from perfect? Or you dream of a person.. and then wake up and think you have real feelings for them? I am beginning to think that dreams are a menus ( Read more... )

Weird day. Went by fast. Went for slurpees with Hughie. And Bayard took some muscle relaxant because of his back and now he cant drive.. so clearly i am sitting at home. My family even is too cool for me. So its me all by my lonesome as per usual. I wish right now i had something really intelligent and clever to say, but unfortunatly.. i dont. ( Read more... )

Ever have those times where you just feel so disapointed? In yourself and all the choices you've made? I do right now.. its like i am tired to even really live. I had to put more water in my fish tank tonight.. and instead of taking the entire bucket of clean water into my room.. i took a small pale and walked back and forth mindlessly getting the ( Read more... )

Weeeellllllllll. A livejournal. Hughie made me. I love you times 90432 baby. What happened todaayy.. went to school, which is such a drag, we practiced lock-down today, that was intresting.. What a concept huh? Trying to hide a 25-something kids from some crazy with a sniper?! I will GLADLY throw myself in front of him and beg him to shoot me right ( Read more... )