I was thinking.. we all wish we could fly. but maybe what we are doing is flying. i mean we dont know any diffrent way, do we? maybe what birds and planes is doing is something completely diffrent. and our feet never really touched the ground in the first place ( Read more... )

i am feeling really.. left out lately. like everyone in the entire world is to busy to even realize that i am alive. lonelyer than ever. i hope the fans blow my away.

today was neat. i went on a bus all by myself, proud of me? i wish i was a fairy tale princess. i am going to be sleeping beauty. who wants to be my prince?? vegetarian tacos are calling my name. call my cell phone and tell me you love me, PLEASE.

my sister told me to lock the door on her way out. just so everyone knows.. i dont plan on listening to that, or doing the action that follows the listening. i am leaving my door completely unlocked for any one to come in and either kill me or save me. we'll see if anyone can find time in their busy lives to take this entry seriously. or am i just ( Read more... )

forget goodnights and goodbyes. forget feelings. forget you.

i hate hot days. i have no air conditioning, and fyi, i am willing to take suggestions from anyone on ways not be so effing hot when i am at home!!!!!!! Mr Fries (librarian, and probably the coolest teacher in the entire world) taught me how to fight. all martial artsy and such. i think i feel a little better about going places on my own now. (ps i ( Read more... )

well. another day. not sure what to say actually.. a little black girl in a pink jacket, with a cute pink bike with a cute purple basket on it was playing outside alone today when i was walking to get sour soothers. these other white kids were teasing her about things, it was awful. then i saw a lonely buisness man in the middle of a field of ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that i am completely alone right now.. none of these friends can do a fucking thing about any of this. i want to publically apologize for being too young, a girl, and so unhappy. since those 3 things are getting in the way of everything right now. i cant handle a thing anymore. i cant explain this to anyone, right now i feel like i ( Read more... )

bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. bad day. I'm so sick of listening to the days pile up. of being tired. of school. of heavy-hearted sighs. and mostly of just being alone... truely, i have nothing intelligent nor clever to say. other than that i'm tired. i'm going ( Read more... )

Anyone want to hold my hand forever ( Read more... )