i don't even want to be alive today

i'm gonna go sink in my bed and cry
wake up and go through the motions with a heavy body
drag my feet as i think of yours and where they're walking
we could start all over............................

sooo.. st. patrick fucked me up yesterday. complete SHITSHOW at my house. it was a really awesome time for the most part though. in my opinion anyway.

i just know i'm gonna miss you and i can't pretend it doesn't hurt

spring break rules, i can't lie ( Read more... )

FUCK OFF

this is the sound of settling.

( 2005 in REViEW )

i found this on www.postsecret.com tonight.

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( 4REAL. )

( dubya... )

and like a jazz dj you talk me into sleepso it's been approximately a year since i've written in here... by a year i obviously mean a month. lots of shit has gone down. i kinda hate college. it pretty much sucks as a whole but whatever. i'm going home this weekend. my mom is the greatest person in my life. i miss sadie often, she says she's not ( Read more... )