I'm alive.

I wish for once that I'd see myself as exciting and interesting and a fun person to be around. I only see this negative, pessimistic person that everyone else always assumes I am. I am that person.

That's what's sad.

I fake it so real,
I am beyond fake,
and someday you will ache
like I ache.

Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight ( Read more... )

I got your letter today in the mail ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore.

thats all.

I want out.

Tonight was so fun!

I love you Hillzzz and Chelzzz

zzz represents me being tired, but VERY fun night I had a blast, HANG OUT AGAIN SOOOOOON!!

Some say the end is near ( Read more... )

I feel like a walking virus.

I cannot wait until this school year is over, and there is only 1 year left until I can escape the hell hole, also known as high school.

I really do not understand how people can sit there and say that these are the best years of your life.

What kind of life are they living?