everyones mad at me and i feel lowww. whatever. lesley's been weird i think she thinks that im just like her when she was my age but i couldnt be more different. i think she just wants us to be the same. it sorta sucks and its really annoying. i didnt go to school all week. i dont wanna go back on monday. ehhh. i guess ill do some hw this weekend ( Read more... )

hmmph. i guess i dont really know...about things. im worried. always. and nervous. always. like right now my hands are shaking and i have no idea why. oh and i hate maverick*

* maverick is my brother's dog whom he decided to drop off at the house while he parties in cancun. bastard.

tomorrow should be total stress.- history project, and huck finn essay which i still dont have quotes for. i get a one day break and then more stress. after masters project, im not doing shit for a while. a long while. like untill after spring break. ugh and i dont even want to think about prom anymore

today i cried tears of joy because i finally realized what i wanted to do with my life. not just another flavor of the week. ahh im so happy. k i gotta go finish my research paper now. piece o shit.

it sucks, not wanting to see someone, avoiding them and then realizing they're avoiding you too.

relatives are lame. all i want to do is go to the frikkin supermarket and pick up some sweet potatoes. fucking morons

i wouldnt mind being in love right about now. ive been feeling really lonely lately. its kind of awful.terible i dont know. im tired of everything and im tired. i think i should sleep. its been a long day and none of my bio project is done and i have no clue what to due. i guess reading is a good start. school is so passe. it should go suck a big ( Read more... )

im bored. in so many ways. i wish i had a job. may be ill go work on that.
peace

im gonna be honest here. im leaving live journal forever. not that i write much but i do read and im tired of it. im tired of stupid meaningless entries about what people thing is really deep but is most certainly something they came up with when they were high or drunk or whatever. no offense to any of you who were high or drunk or writing ( Read more... )

35 days untill harry potter and the goblet of fire and the happiest day of my life

fyi. ive watched the trailer 6 times today. victor krum is hot. cedric diggory isnt