I should be asleep. Not creeping LJ.

I like looking back at this thing to see how different I am. Even when I posted last April things were COMPLETELY different than they are now. No more Mike, no more love, and I'm living with the first guy who broke my heart, haha. What a crazy world.

Haha, wow. I just looked at this journal for the first time in a really long time and... I was so annoying. Why was I so depressed? I know I was going through some things, but I don't think it really warranted all the dramatics of these entries ( Read more... )

dear beau from best buy ( Read more... )

I need a job. Like now. I've been trying hard, but I guess it hasn't been hard enough. Fuckin' shit, I didn't realize it'd be this hard to get a job again....

I am frustrated and unhappy to say the least

I feel pathetic because I haven't been on here forever and I wanted to post something meaningful, but all I can think to say is that I'm falling in love and I rather like it ( Read more... )

I'm stupid, cause I'm missing my boy tons but I'm scared he doesn't miss me nearly as much.

But that's how it usually goes, right?

Gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Anyways, the roads are fucking gross outside and I have to work a 12-hour shift tomorrow.

I have trust issues. Especially when it comes to guys. I'm scared this is going to be the downfall of my current relationship.

So, my sweatshirt smells like my boyfriend for some reason even though I just washed it. It's weird.

I'm broke as hell, I need another job.

 I'm lonely in the city(barely any friends in the city and barely beign at school=lonliness ( Read more... )

I need to crack down on school. It's a shame it took midterms rolling around for me to realize how terribly I'm doing in Biology, but I gotta get my shit together. And, on top of everything, my mom is sick and needs to go to the hospital today so I have to take her instead of going to my Biology test ( Read more... )