I am VERY excited to report that one of my BEST FRIENDS is moving to NORTH CAROLINA! Whoooohooooo, I am finally going to have a dear friend relatively nearby. I am so damn excited ( Read more... )

My biggest fear is complacency and lately I feel that I have STARTED to become just that. Which is scary (obviously, since its my biggest fear and all). I dont know, I just wish that we would get some sense of direction as to where to go and what to do. Why cant life just be UNCOMPLICATED one damn time ( Read more... )

My bestest is getting married....and I'm not in the wedding. Honestly it is bugging me. I pretend that its not but thats stupid because its not the truth. This girl and I have been best friends since we were like three years old. Sure we dont see each other as often as we used to but we have really stayed in touch and we are still very very close ( ( Read more... )

Goodness gracious me it has been awhile! Thanksgiving (MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY) has come and gone and once again it was a wonderful one. Josh and I flew up to Ohio to spend it with my family and we also made a quick trip to Chicago to visit my bestestKATE out there. It was so relaxing and a much needed few days off but now we're back to the grind of ( Read more... )

Things are mainly the same in our lives, which is why I havent updated in awhile ( Read more... )

Why are things never easy? Well I guess some things have come together very nicely for us, but other areas are extremely difficult. There is no middle ground in our lives and we are trying to accept and deal with that fact ( Read more... )

WE ARE MARRIED! take that to all the bitches who didn't think it would happen ( Read more... )

I feel as though right now things are just BLAHHH all the time. I'm ready for something new. I'm ready to move on. I'm just ready for something different. Ughhhh but of course I'm stuck here. I hate this

Dammit I feel like I start every entry talking about how badly I suck at updating, and this one is no exception. It's been over a month again ( Read more... )

We're fighting which immediately puts me in a bad mood.

What makes it even worse is that its over something stupid (so stupid that I dont even really know WHAT). Sometimes I know that I'm being completely irrational, and yet I cant stop myself. this sucks.