So it's safe to say that we've been here before ( Read more... )

looking at some old entries brought back some memories, both good and bad. it's amazing how so much can change in one year, though ( Read more... )

so anyway last night i was home alone and getting ready in my sweaty house when gabby n andy call me and they said they made me a birthday card haha. too cute. so we talked outside for a while and decided we were thirsty so we cracked open my sisters present-- a case of budlite. well we only had a couple n i forgot i was supposed to pick up kylie ( Read more... )

party @ my house saturday night!

my birthday is tomorrow :-D

lets start with friday night.. went to ali's with kylie n kaity. ali had to work so we just sat around at her house-- our second home-- and watched t.v. until ali came home from work. she got ready n all that, but by that time kylie had to go home. so we dropped off kylie and me ali n kait went to hammers. we drank there for a little n then i ( Read more... )

blah, i'm not in much of a mood for writing, so this will be a shorty. i'm planning on getting drunk with my best friends starting tomorrow until the wee hours of the morning on sunday. fireworks! :-) Boo to work until close :-( buttt Ali n Kait also have to work that night too... so @ least we're not missin out with eachother. I bet I'll get off ( Read more... )

i'm sick of everything right now. i am tired of pretending i'm happy. i'm tired of giving second chances and being treated like shit. why do i do the things i do? i feel like i'm getting no where by taking one step forward and two steps back. nothing ever changes and when i feel like i have complete trust in someone, somehow it's lost in a matter ( Read more... )