when i was dating simon; i wanted to get engaged.

i wanted to get engaged.
i wanted to get engaged.
i wanted to get engaged.

when simon proposed; i wanted to plan the wedding.

i ate/drank/slept wedding.
i made spreadsheets.
i made lists.
i argued over theming.

i can now confidently say, i know everything about getting married in ( Read more... )

yesterday; brokedown.
was ready to move back to sydney.
realised it's not possible.
have to make melbourne work.
before i lose it all.

i am missing myself like crazy.

happy two year anniversary baby.

i won't lie; this past year has been hard.
but i have never stopped loving you for a single second.

you are hands-down, the love of my life and i can't wait to spend the rest of my times with you. you're the only person that's ever got me and i would be forever lost without you.

thank you for being so patient ( Read more... )

have been really stressing lately about my/our financial future.

i don't want to wait until it's too late, i'll be 26 next month :/

i just think that i've been blessed in so many ways, that it would be totally irresponsible to ruin my future by not planning. i'm so grateful to have found someone that wants to put up with me for the rest of ( Read more... )

CONFESS

life; requires a lot of hard work.

especially when you want to get it right.

*sighs*

i am strong and capable.

reading livejournal make me realise just how fucked up certain people are.

are you paranoid now?

you should be.

i freakin love martha stewart.

i'm so 25 going on 65 it's ridiculous.

p.s
planning a wedding is ridiculous, i wish si had more of an opinion :/

WASSUP INTERNET; long time no love.

i guess i just learned to slowly toughen up and stop feeling the need to constantly prove myself on livejournal.

and i grew up.
i stopped needing to validate myself through a website and fight for the worlds approval. i no longer needed to broadcast my highs and lows through this thing. i don't need your pity ( Read more... )

had enough; want to come home :(

then i think about
all the years we put in this relationship
who knew we'd make it this far
then i think about
where would i be if we were to just fall apart
and i can't stand the thought of losing you.

WOAH; over two years later, who'd have thought i'd end up being engaged to him.

i've been trying to write up the whole event for the past ( Read more... )