i haven't cried this much in so long. and it makes me exhausted. really exhausted. but i can't fall asleep. and while my roommate is getting trashed across the hall i'm sitting here bawling my eyes out. my eyes actually hurt and my skin feels brittle from the dry tears. plus my mom says i'm "too caught up emotionally right now to think straight." ( Read more... )

i'm lost.
i'm torn.
i'm tired.
i'm confused.

please let me escape.

i'm back in potsdam ( Read more... )

this snow is out of control.
but i do love it.. i'm not gonna lie.
if only we didn't have class because of it.
then all would be well in the world.

..or at least i would pretend it was.

today was pretty shitty.
no particular reason as to why.
it just was.

and for as much as i'm staying away from wheat.. my headaches will not subside. i don't understand what i'm doing wrong. maybe i'm allergic to something else? oh yeah.. it's POTSDAM ( Read more... )

this was such an incredible, pick-me-up message:

skatesup817: every time i eat a red delicious apple i think of you becuase in elementary school we used to trade sometimes and i would get your red delicious and you'd get all excited over my macintosh

oh lisa. i miss you so much.
thanks for the smile, dear. :)

wow jeez. i have to be up less than three hours for monday morning classes. oh boy. way to start off the week, kristin.

anyway.. since i'm here..
like the new picture or no?
be honest.

i have a few others. :)
so just let me know.

please. i'd love to know why certain people continually think that they understand exactly what i'm going through. alright.. it's entirely possible that they may have similar feelings and have gone through similar situations as i am now.. but in all actuality - everyone is different.i am by no means blaming anyone or specifically pointing any ( Read more... )

no. this is not happening again.
it just isn't. i won't let it.

but andrew.. thank you for everything tonight.
i appreciate it more than i can say. <3

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