its too nice outside, and im too happy. lol i just cant resist this pull of nostalgia.
( i'm such a lovey mush. )

so i anticipated that today was going to suck.

sometimes i swear im clairvoyant.

lol but all in all i guess it wasnt that bad, it certainly could have been worse

" 'Cause nothin' lasts forever ( Read more... )

im very excited that i learned how to use pictures so i have to try it now.


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did nothing yesterday, probably will do nothing again today. story of my life ( Read more... )

im so tired of being tired.m tired of playing this role. im tired of pretending im okay when im not. im sick of being there for people when im not there for myself. im not here anymore. doesnt anyone get it? im not even here.

here i'm pinned between darkness and light

bleached and blinded by these nights

where im tossing and tortured till dawn

by you...

visions of you, then you're gone

the shock bleeds the red from my face

when i hear someone's taken my place

how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?

when all.... all that i did was for you

i'd break in two over you

i' ( Read more... )

wow. this was my entry for november 23rd, 2004.

"its easy to forget to take minute to just lie down next to someone, to rest your head against them and remember how you used to listen to them breathe till you fell asleep,to look, really look at their face and notice again all the little things youve forgotten that used to give you butterflies. To ( Read more... )

there's a wocket in my pocket.

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And its all in my head
But she's ( Read more... )