i do want to though.

get mad that is.

baby its cold outside.

i cant get mad anymore.

its just not justified.

doesnt fit.

shhhhhhhhhhhh.

keep quiet. nothing comes as easy as you.

i enjoying speaking in code.

my toes seek warmth.

my heart is too heavy to hold.

it already feels like a lifetime ago...

part of me doesnt want to go ( Read more... )

revelation: i am a crazy person

i am seriously a crazy person.

not in an obvious sense.
nothing you would know from looking at me.
but, beneath the layers...i'm unbalanced.

i say 'honestly' too much.
as though i feel the need to reassure you that im not lying.
absurd.

i opened this post with the intentions of writing about my actions last night ( Read more... )

tell me where our time went ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do about it?
i could sit here and cry and waste some time
or i could stand up for myself
except i stand up for myself all the time and it gets me...nowhere.
ever.
i try i try i try to make a point
and its never made
maybe flight is the hardest punch i can throw.

at this point...im glad ill be spending the summer alone.

Headed down south to the land of the pines ( Read more... )