thank you all for all the nice comments on my last post. it means a lot. i don't know what i would have done without the many phone conversations reminiscing about how funny my grandma was, or without amie laying around with me all day watching sex and the city, or without precious who would come sit by me when i would cry, or without my mom and ( Read more... )

last night my brother and i arrived at the emergency room, and as soon as the nurse led us into the stupid tiny room with couches and a bible, we knew what we were going to hear. the doctor told us she died just as the ambulance got to her care home and had no luck resuscitating her. i couldn't stop shaking and crying when we went in to see her. i ( Read more... )

time for an update...

when i got back from california, the next day i left for nebraska to hang out with the relatives. since there's not a whole lot to do, my brother, stepbrother, and i went to see wedding crashers, and we also took our little cousins to see charlie and the chocolate factory. wedding crashers was hiiiiiiiilarious. seriously. i ( Read more... )

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( somebody's fucking with me, and it's pretty amusing... )

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in about six hours i will be on my way to this awesome place.


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hope everyone had a great 4th of july.
hope you all watched fireworks, cuz if you didn't, then you suck.
it's not the 4th of july without fireworks.

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it's stupid how a silly little box full of old ticket stubs, dried up rose pedals, and an empty perfume bottle can make me feel so crappy and pathetic.

summer is slipping away, and i feel like i'm inching my way back to square one.

and square one sucks.

boo.

"you guys would be so proud, i showered every day this week."
-miss kathleen lacher