just my luck that when i think i finally have a chance, he'll yank the yarn away from me and make me want it even more.

i can't keep going through this though. my heart needs to heal and he's not letting that happen no matter what i decide.

why am i always so fucked?

i hate life and everything in it right now.

OMGOMGMOGOMG I'M EXCITED.

i really hope things work out well for me this time because i can't take it anymore.

i have high hopes though :D

ugh. i am such a coward. i should probably just get it over with, i mean i'm pretty sure what his response is gonna be anyway. EEP.

i hope this weekend will be super fantabulouso

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

and lulz i love the fact that it's raining on Christmas :D

so i think i am definitely done with all this community service business :D

now i hope that like nothing occurs and i don't have the right signatures or some stupid crap like that.

WOOOOOT WINTER BREAK YEAH <333

wooooo it's my birthday! :D ( Read more... )

oh, how i would love to be in love.

man tonight was pretty damn fun. i needed this; actually enjoying whenever i went out. overall, i'm happy.

and i discovered my ass is more apple-bottom than wide lolz (:

yay i'm excited for my birthday coming up!!

too bad it's the day right before community service is due, and i have none :[

WHY MUST ALL MY HAPPY MOMENTS BE WEIGHED DOWN BY MORE STRESSFUL ONES?! -slits wrists-

uuuugggghhh why am i so booored and confused?

and why do i even have a livejournal!?

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