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I'm going in on the 31st
I hate doctors
this is really freaking me out

I've come to the conclusion that I will never change my livejournal info. That was one of the first things I changed when me and matt got together and I remember being so excited about the fact that I was with him ( Read more... )

he's like a disease.
all over again
sleepless nights
no appetite
and lots of newports

no more pot no more booze and maybe get back on some meds?
that really seems to be the only cure
but this time around its going to be worst
because I lost half of my friends just for taking a chance on him
I'm glad everyone is happy now
because I'm not

hooray

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I took my  cheeks out one hour ago. I am sad. I needed to grow up though and get a real job

fuckin a  man. I feel like total shit.  I need my car back, I hate being trapped!!!! I hate it so much!!! so so so so so much.
SO MUCH

whatever I got me some degrassi marathon and a cheescake and will probably make me vomit for hours.sweet!!

fuck lj  cuts they fuck eveything up

I don’t remember any part of last night. Christian filled me in on a few things just now and man oh man shit really went down last night. I feel like a fool! Adam is apparently super pissed at me because I made out with his brother (who is actually kind of cute) and not him HAH HAAAAA HA HAAAAAAAAAAA HAH.gross. At least Christian isn’t mad at me, I ( Read more... )